blog.

 yep. i've made a blogger. 

now i'm realizing that this and dreamwidth are like the exact same thing. so i totally could've just made my FNF blog on here. or ykw i could've made this blog over there. there was no reason for me to make a blog here when i've already got a dreamwidth account. but whatever. i have learned my lesson. i'm gonna have way too many webpages to manage. speaking of which, you know what else i have? a fucking neocities. i CAN CODE. am i great at it? no. but can i build a decent looking, simple but janky lookin website? yes. so i totally could've just made a blog over THERE too. but i really didn't feel like building up a blog page there. though i will say, even though the whole you know drag n drop and select colors YK not using css thing is much easier, i think i like building my garbage from the ground up instead of using that sort of thing like i did here. this page prolly would've looked cooler if i built it up myself. but i just didn't feel like it lol. i'm kinda wishing i did now that i'm sayin all this. but i'm not. i should've. but i won't. i have a lot more pages that i need to make for my neocities that i deem more important than a stupid blog. 

why did i make a blog here anyways? no one even uses this shithole!

well i just like blogging. that's it. it's just a silly fun thing to do. and i'm a bit of nerd. i like to read and write things. well i like to read and write when i have the energy to do so.........which is.........not as often as i would like if i'm being honest. i have a lot of demons to fight. mental demons. i don't feel like getting depressing on the first blog tho. so i'll get from that.

i was blogging on Spacehey bc it's cool but ehhhh. i just wasn't vibing over there. the community is kinda ass and i was getting too depressing over there. i kinda started using it more like a diary than a blog. i still wanna keep my spacehey but i don't know what'll do with it. i don't wanna be depressed over there anymore. not only is it pathetic but it's just dumb lol. so currently it just exist but i won't blog much there maybe.

anyways yeah. i honestly don't know how often i'll update here. every once in awhile just to ramble. there's a part of me that wants to make a seperate blog specifically for talking about art but ggggolly thats a ton more work. i'll think about it i suppose.